Welcome to the Forest. . .A sorrowful place full of despair. The trees in this place echo with a depression that those who have suffered from loss will understand.This place is void of all joy.Here, you will find Tonycubed2's list of mods that he plays with. (For those not in the know, Tonycubed2 is the mastermind behind the Sands of Time mod.)This is not an endorsement of the following mods in anyway. This is just simply a list that he has chosen to share since he is asked so many times as to what his load order is.Enjoy the sadness.
Here I am Again
With thoughts dwelling on youWhy did you have to leave me, what am I supposed to doI see each memory as it tears through my mindFocusing only on the missing part of me, now that you left us all behindI regret not doing more when you were still hereSo many words remain unspoken regarding how I feelReflections of how you encouraged me to growContinue to make me stronger, even though you had to goI wish to once more embace youHolding on a little longer than beforeWith each recollection, I miss you even moreYour love molded me into the person I have becomeGoodbye came to soon, why did you have be the one
Your Smile I'll Never See Anew
Nor your gleeAll of that we once were, will never be again a part of meOur hands caressing while our eyes lockedWrapped in eachother's warmth, and engulfed in the love that you broughtAll the feelings of joyOnly memories now in an empty voidI still see your face etched in my mindThis depature tearing at my soul as I am unable to rid you from the memories of our time
2)Tony's List Here
Everyone Seems so FakeI display myself as I truly amGiving others the chance to see me, yet no one seems to give a damnThey are afraid of my authenticityAnd I, bored from their simplicityAll I ask for is to find a single true friend to call my ownBut I continue to pass through this life feeling completely aloneI feel the emptiness inside me growThis loneliness consumes my soulI watch the smiles on the faces walking byTheir happiness is somethig I'll never taste and it makes me just want to die
A Tear for Every YearOur lives were long and to eachother we belonged, life passing by in its short songThe time of our youth wasted on one another, knowing that we belonged only to eachotherI remember seeing your eyes glimmer, falling deep within them making my heart simmerWatching you grow throughout the years, holding you in my arms through the joy and the tearsDancing hand in hand while our primes slipped awayMoving into new homes and the joy of deciding where to stayThe sorrow of losses, the struggles of lifeYou were my pillar throughout all of the strifeStill seeing you as the one I fell in love with, as we both grewHolding onto eachother when not knowing what else to doLaying you down in bed and sleeping next to youEnjoying your passionate embrace as our bodies become gluedI recall staring in your eyes as they closed for the final timeYou have and will always be the one I call mineI now go through life aloneI await for the day that death too, calls me home